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	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/4604321/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p>Looking back on everything I've ever posted, especially my journals, it feels like I'm looking at another person. I cringe at my horrible grammar. It feels like a sea change between how I was then to who I am now.</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-09-27T19:59:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I'm ready]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3455311/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>So Ines likes me after all but i just want to be friends. ah well. ill try not to feel awkward bout it. i feel bad though for telling her i just want to be friends... better than lying?</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>Talk Show Host by Radiohead</P>
<P>"I'm Ready"</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-12-02T17:35:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[It Hurts]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3429891/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>I don't know really.... Ines...</P>
<P>She was the reason I'm alive... but yet... now...</P>
<P>They're kinda fading</P>
<P>And the old is returning</P>
<P>It sucks</P>
<P>It hurts</P>
<P>It's my fault</P>
<P>"Apollo 1: The Writing Writer" by Coheed and Cambria has taken new meaning now....</P>
<P><EM>If my shame spills our worth across this floor<BR>Then tonight, goodnight... I'm burning Star IV<BR>Only I don't even think of you<BR>No I don't wanna think of you anymore<BR>Goodnight, tonight, goodbye<BR>Goodnight, tonight, goodbye</EM></P>
<P><EM></EM>&nbsp;</P>
<P>I do feel ashamed of myself. I thought I wasn't liek that. It's like saying goodbye to part of myself. And I don't want to really think of them anymore. Both of them.</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-11-26T17:29:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Dead Memories]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3351941/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I had this song in my head all day... "Dead Memories" by Slipknot... I don't really know why.... I don't especially like it....<BR>But later on i reazlied why.<BR>My dead feelings may be coming back to life]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-11-10T14:45:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Royally Fucked]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3318571/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Ines only wants to be friends... that sucks.... She did let me kiss her... but when she took my purple bracelet and told me to break it and I did, she said "We'll see"...... ugh. I would do anything for her.... almost anything..... I'd certainly take a bullet for her....<BR><FONT face=Verdana size=2>"i will never be young<BR>i will never be loved<BR>i will never be wrong"</FONT><BR>That's what i fear.....]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-11-04T11:03:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[&quot;Friends&quot;]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3265721/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Some of my "friends" have been ignoring me lately. It really pisses me off, but I can see why. But if they had a problem with me or noticed that I was different, they should have told me so instead of ignoring me or lying.</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-10-25T19:38:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[feh]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3114131/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Eh I'm bored and bitter cuz' of it..... whatever......just pissed and not caring that much.....</P>
<P><FONT color=#660000>"<STRONG>Optimistic" by Radiohead</STRONG></FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-10-04T17:42:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Dead]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3085031/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I wish&nbsp;I was dead. Then I'd know how you feel.]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-09-28T12:19:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Song Game]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3050281/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Yeah, guess the songs and artist by the lyrics, they are from my Top 25 Most Played on iTunes counting downwards from 25 to 1:</P>
<P><STRIKE>25 (36 plays)"Your dad caught you smoking and he said no way! That hypocrite smokes two packs a day"</STRIKE></P>
<P>25 (36 plays)"Now when it comes to envy&nbsp;y'all is green, jealous of&nbsp;the rhyme and the rhyme routine (tine)"</P>
<P><STRIKE>25 (36plays)"You justfiy those that died by wearing the badge and the chosen whites"</STRIKE></P>
<P>22 (38 plays)"I am the next step, waiting in the wings; I'm an animal, trapped in your hot car"</P>
<P>21 (39 plays)"My heart is like a marching band, I'm a fan in the stands"</P>
<P><STRIKE>21 (39 plays)"And the rain will kill us all,&nbsp; If we throw ourselves against the wall"</STRIKE></P>
<P>19 (42 plays)"A hero is a sandwich and a Manwich is a meal, a marriage is a paper are they fakin' or for real?"</P>
<P>18 (43 plays)"Please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast, you're in a strange part of town"</P>
<P>17 (46 plays)"I stay home forever, where 2 and 2 always make up 5"</P>
<P><STRIKE>16 (52 plays)"Soy un perdidor, I'm&nbsp;a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?"</STRIKE></P>
<P><STRIKE>16 (52 plays)"Believe that life can change, that you're not stuck in vain, we'r not the same, we're different tonight"</STRIKE></P>
<P>14 (53 plays)"I want to, I want to be someone else or I'll exlpode, floating upon the surface for the birds"</P>
<P>13 (54 plays)"Clean shirt, new shoes, and&nbsp;I don't even know where I am going to; Silk suit, black tie, I don't need a reason why"</P>
<P><STRIKE>12 (60 plays)"The microphone explodes, shattering the molds; Ya either drop the hits like de-la-mode or get the fuck off the commode"</STRIKE></P>
<P>11 (62 plays)"Hey, Mr. Asshole, what's your dirty asshole, sitting in your castle, judging everyone"</P>
<P>10 (64 plays)"Back in the days when I was a teenager, before I had status and before I had a pager; You ould find the abstract listening to hip-hop, My pops used to say, it reminded him of be-bop"</P>
<P><STRIKE>9 (69 plays)"Please could you stop the noise I'm trying to get some rest? From all the unborn chicken voices in my head; What's that?"</STRIKE></P>
<P>8 (73 plays)"Life of a don, lights keep glowing, come in the club with that fresh shit on, with something crazy on my arm,&nbsp;uh huh huh hah, now here's another hit Barry Bonds"</P>
<P>7 (88 plays)"I be tossin', enforcin', my style is awesome; I'm causin' more Family Fued's than Richard Dawson"</P>
<P><STRIKE>6 (96 plays)"And I don't, know, why I, feel, so, tongue,-tied; Don't, know, why, I feel, so, skinned, alive"</STRIKE>&nbsp; (Cuttooth originally, but It's Myxomatosis)</P>
<P>5 (104 plays)"As&nbsp;I did it yo I had to beg your pardon, when I travel to the Sun I roll with the sqaudron, RRRRAOW RRRRAOW like a dungeon dragon, change your little drawers cuz' your pants are saggin'"</P>
<P><STRIKE>5 (104 plays)"How come I end up where I started, how come I end up where I went wrong; Won't take my eyes off the ball again, you reel me out an then you cut the string"</STRIKE></P>
<P><STRIKE>3 (115 plays)"I got my head checked, by a jumbo jet; It wasn't easy, but nothing is, no; WHOO HOO"</STRIKE></P>
<P><STRIKE>2 (215 plays)"I can't stand it, I know ya planned it; I'ma set it straight, this Watergate"</STRIKE></P>
<P>1 (522 plays)"I'm thinking of a master plan-I'm-I'm-I'm thinking of a master plan-th-th-thinking of a master plan"</P>
<P>So yeah that is it right there, probably won't know most of them, but still... took me a while to do lol</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-09-21T09:35:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[so like...... FUCK YEAH]]></title>
	      <link>http://conquistador.buzznet.com/user/journal/3043441/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Like today in English we had this paragraph which we had to make more descriptive, like every1 loved mine, they were like passing it around, and Billy got on a stool and was reading to ppl. Here it is:</P>
<P>We were riding in a blue car with yellow racing stripes and a spoiler shaped like a unicorn choking on its own vomit in a crowded club. It was early fall, the time when leaves fall and get all crunchy, which eventually can drive a janitor on a killing spree, with each person being murdered in a grotesque manner, and hung by their own intestines outside of the house of their loved ones. We wer heading to school, where we would be fed mind-numbing information, so much information, which we would have to remember on the tests, tests that would determine the things we did for the rest of our lives. In Japan, the 6th grade exams cause so much stress, many students commit suicide by jumping in front of trains. I guess something happened to one of the tires, because the car went off the road, falling off the cliff in a fiery mass of crunching,grinding, flaming metal and flesh. My friend and I weren't hurt, but my mother was burned and malformed beyond recognition. She crawled to me from the flaming wreck, her face melted off, and put her searing hand on my shoulder. She put her face at my ear, and I could smell the stench of burning skin. She whispered to me "You were my least favorite child" and died. Me and my friend were only a couple of minutes late to school though.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>Yeah it was pretty discriptive, but one of the girls was like "Deep down inside, I bet you have a bi of sensitivity in you" and I was like, not pissed but just wanted to prove her wrong so I started writing a romantic love story from the point of view of a man on a park bench, its pretty good so far.</P>
<P>Oh lol, Lilly, Michaela, Patrick and me were at Dominic's house and he was not supposed to be home, and when we left we had to make sure nothing was out of place, and I got home and recieved a text saying that his parents found out cuz' of the Ramune bottle in the trash tht Lilly was drinking lol.</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>conquistador</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-09-19T19:05:00Z</dc:date>
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